Sigh. Where to begin on this one.
We're all comfortable with my geekiness, yes? And how I play video games?
So I'm in a leadership position in a certain Star Wars MMO guild. (I am vague because of you, spammy credit sellers who just google everything with the name and post comments. Fist shake at you.) And last night, I inadvertently upset someone in the guild.
Long story short, I really didn't mean to upset anyone. It was one of those "trying to do my job and look out for everyone, but in doing so some people were upset by my actions" scenarios with no way to please everyone.
This is the kind of stuff that torments me. I did what I thought was right, now someone (or possibly several someones) are upset. I hate knowing that. I absolutely hate knowing that something I did upset someone. I obsess over guilt (real or perceived) like a cat obsesses over catnip - except I imagine there is a lot less fun/happiness involved. So I apologize to the internets in general 'cause I am sure in some way there was an option that would have been light side points for everyone.
Have I mentioned I'm working on letting things go? I had a bit of regression over the holidays. Maybe I should just view this situation as helping me learn how to deal with these things.